rebbbe

So having a nice time, are we?
So the people you least expect to fall in love, find a girlfriend/boyfriend, in your surrounding seems to find someone. I mean the people you really the least expect. Like the guy who is know as the glue guy(known by J) he even succeds with finding someone. The person that I never seen smiled and barely speaks had text her saying, "Im inlove with you" and that was it.
Us normal people spend so much time effort and struggle so hard but the again most of the time we end up with nothing. When or how do you make that nothing to someone?
So the question is we all want love don't we? I mean there must be loads of singels out there wanting someone to be with, why do we all play this game? The dating game where no one understands no one. Even I dont understand when my friend a guy asks me how a girl thinks. To be honest I have no clue... im so trying to figure out how I think.
So to end this, (if someone happens to read it please dont only read it leave a comment so I know who this person is that has taken time to read someones thoughts), I would like to say take it easy dont be in a rush you'll find that someone eventhough you dont think so. Who said that it has to happen soon? I didn't and you shouldn't!

 

The Authers Freddy and Rebbe

So not only irritated by not being able to send away text from my room in lack of connection, I notice everyone is busy or going to bed. When did the world become so busy, was it in lack of space, privacy or is it a fact of time?
When did I become so  unreachable, I mean some of my friends at home I barely hear from... wich disappoints me in one way, spending a whole month away without a word.
Getting bored because you have to much time, wich results that you find something to do so you dont have that much extra time. People with lack of time get stressed people with too much time get stressed... so how do you find the way to use the proper time of your time?
Im not a scientist nor am I a person who want to spend my time looking more in to it so I'll leave it at this point.

When does families get time to be together for a whole day. Maybe on their day of if they haven't scheduled that up too much and have to give lifts all day with diffrent children.
There is time to be together and that is on holidays wich are spent hopefully away but then again, you still want to do stuff. When was the last time you sat down and thought "Im going to do nothing, take it easy and relax" not making lists in your head on what to do on the next day.
Have you ever though about that the minute that just passed can never been experienced again? If you have though that way, do you then think how would I like to spend my next one?
So that is a part that was running through my head for the moment...
and I'll keep asking myself Why

What makes a person diffrent
So.. for thoose who like reading, will now read something that they dont really have to read because it's my mind twirling in circles on a space in writing.
The person that I think has found the greatest meaning of life most be Monty Pyton...
Now that I got that out of my head I think it's time for an update:
Manage to kick my foot in to the wall so its hurting and there might be a possibility I have broken it... nah... it most be harder to break a toe musten it?
Although I've worked hard and Angela has thanked me(in England they always say thanks all the time and they also use please and may I... trying to get use to it don't want to seem rude)
so where were I? yes so the bottom thing is that I need to ask for a lift tomorrow, so that I can join in two friends for a visit to Shakespears hometown. Otherwise I'll be spending alot of time on trains and busses. Wish me good luck!
I also have to pick up two dresses from the drycleaning, not use to that either but its an experience.
To not make this a to do list I should maybe talk of something else shouldn't I?
Anyway saw the moon this evening, haven't seen it in a while and here it's abit covered by the fog. It wasn't full nor half, makes you start to wonder...

Life goes on...
So before lunch I manage to help A out before the Charity Coffe morning. Meanwhile it was I took freddy out for a 1 hour walk wich ended up in one and a half hour. This week I've been working quite good I still manage to forget stuff wich disappoints me when I have to be reminded. I always try to do my best though.

For thoose who like reading I can truly recomend the books, Chinese Cinderella, Chocolate and Atonement. Right now im reading Atonement and im really stuck in it.

So time passes by but I keep feeling the same, thats true sometimes, sometimes you even wait for time to pass. Every second that passes can never be gained again its lost in what's called history of time. Every day is a new day and every year takes you a year closer to the day you'll leave the body your in. So therefor take care of thoose times seeing people in your surronding because you never know when it will end and how.
Life's a bitch, you always marry her and most of the time it ends up in divorce

 This weekend I spent going out clubbing with Nora. We went to a club called the Fabric and I had loads of fun but In the morning around 5 both Nora and me were really Tired but we had to wait for the underground to open. We finally arrived home at half past eight. During the night in the club we danced, we danced for hours we are really good at. :D
Before the morning got to close we had named one guy who tryied so hard to flirt with me. He tried all the normal flirting and was really working hard to flirt with me. He soon got the name "Pathetic" He was nice to talk to and I didn't mind him flirting although he should have noticed that I wasn't intrested.
Been good today, been working, gone to the gym, done my homework and now doing this.
Nice weather to:P I sent my Nana and Auntie today and I hope they will resive them quite soon because I haven't sent them any before wich maybe I should have but I hope they dont mind.

It might seem a bit selfish having pictures of yourself in abig pisture, but Im happy to say I didn't do this one. Im so likin this picture because I had forgotten about most of them and they all brings back memories.  Brilliant memories, Me and you always have loads of fun together and I miss our fun. <3 I'll see you at Christmas we are going to have a blast, just so you know!
And for thoose who think I smoke, I don't its a fixed up picture. :P Good work there babes(a new expression I learned from people in Cambridge)

To travell from the place you spent three years in, pass the town you lived most of your life in and get on a buss on your way to a strange place to spend a year there can be a challange. So I managed, disturbing my friends by calling them when I was bored on the buss but then... Reciveing two letters, both to be opened on the plane. I'll tell you I wept it was so wonderful to get two so caring and meaningful letters. I miss you both extremly :D
I also miss my other friends, thoose I spend time with every day and every week. I miss my home to but then again I really like it here getting in to the rutin makes you feel more at home here.
So I got lost from the topic abit, travell from your home is a great thing but as I said can be hard. I love to travell, this time im travelling/living abroad for one year wich makes the departure harder. I like being away gives you the change of having a new life kind of so for all of thoose who wants to travell... DO IT